Decide for yourself if you like Nash or not after watching it, I don’t care. It’s like girls are not pressured enough to be perfect in today’s society to be as perfect as possible for ‘their man’ as they can be. What’s worse, his followers doubled, then tripled, than quadrupled after this video, even though he deleted it, and so many teen girls went to his defense. He criticized probably most of them and he still has them as his fans. He set up unrealistic standards for them and they don’t love themselves enough to realize what piece of shit he is. It’s tragic. He has a huge influence on his mass following, who are mostly teenage girls, and instead of teaching them to love themselves, he taught them they are not good enough for him. He sent them 60 years in the past, when women were the perfect trophy that lived by certain standards.
Also, he treats his followers badly.
I wish he wasn’t relevant right now and he didn’t have millions of followers that look up to him, but he is and he does. I wish we could just pretend he doesn’t exist, but if we do that, we’re not helping to stop him in any way. He does not deserve to be talked about, but he is, and we have to make sure people at least know that he’s talked about in a negative way and for a reason.
It’s beyond my understanding why this little lemur still has any followers.
I woke up a lot of times during this night so I think a lot of the dreams are mixing together in my memory now, or maybe when I fell back asleep, my brain tried to continue them in a different direction. Who knows.
So the one I definitely remember is it’s dark out and apparently I’m heading towards swimming practice. I guess I recently joined or something. So I enter a building and I see people practicing in an indoor lap pool or something. But when I look again they’re less than 3 or 4 feet long and I found that they’re filled with ridiculously warm water. Some sort of dream logic I guess. When I get near where I originally saw people practicing, there are no longer any people and the interior of the building looks different. Like there are showers and sinks and lockers near the small bodies of water that I thought was a pool. (In hindsight, it’s also weird that the lights in the building weren’t turned on.)
Eventually, I make my way outside and that’s where most of the guys were hollering and having fun. (I didn’t really see any girls for some reason.) I make my way towards what looks like a lounging area in the water where people can just chat and watch what people are doing some 20 feet away. I didn’t question that there was such a large body of water just outside when earlier I seemed to be walking around a campus. Anyways, I was so curious because while the guys were swimming, suddenly there would be red light coming from people’s wrists as they attached said ‘light beams’ to some support structures hanging well above the water. With these red lights, they were able to swing and do tricks in the air as they pulled themselves out of the water. It was very much like spiderman. After a while of watching, my curiosity pushed me to incessantly ask a person next to me (who I know in real life but barely talk to, and for some reason in the dream he seemed more of my senior than someone my age - Justin) what the heck was happening. I can’t remember anymore but I did manage to get some answers.
So I’m pretty sure I woke up and had a different dream which I’ll explain later, but after that dream, I think there was a continuation of this swimming dream.
So I guess there’s some sort of mission happening and there’s a leader-type guy talking to a bunch of people surrounding a round table. It looks very dark and perhaps gothic? I somehow knew that they were all vampires or something, swimming vampires, which I suppose explained the night-swimming practice. I was sitting at the table as well, and apparently I’m this weakling boy, going off of the words and behavior of those around me. And so at the ‘front’ of the table there’s this fancy looking, large ornament with lengthy, dark jewels lined with a dark-ish gold color in a fan formation. It seemed we were about to prepare for a mission with some tradition. The leader hands the first guy to the left of the fan-like structure a pendent of some sort that’s about the size of a quarter. It’s about a half-sphere in shape. I’m getting fuzzy on the details but he began with some traditional words before quietly asking it some question. The pendant would be glowing an almost eerie yellow-green neon light before changing to a different clear color with glitter or something inside it. Following the question, two near gong-like noises from somewhere meant a yes to his question and one lesser-sounding noise meant no. People would go along the table with their own pendant given to them. At some point, sometimes two people’s pendants would turn this nice, nearly opaque brown color and it meant that they were thinking something similar with their question or something like that. Essentially, the color meant some sort of strong similarity in thinking or personality or something like that; it was all very vague.
Yeah that’s the end of that, the pendant part didn’t even happen for me yet before I woke up. Oh well.
So the other dream that I actually remember happened between the two swimming parts, and it so happens that it also had to do with water as well as ice.
The only beginning portion I remember is cautiously holding onto some guy as we went ice skating in a forest whose floor had been covered with a thick-ish layer of ice. (Also, we weren’t wearing ice skates for some reason, we were just skating with our regular, flat shoes.) After I fumbled with my footing for a while, I eventually got it myself and skated faster. At some point I reached a path that was covered in ice, but broken up into sections that were floating on a body of water. At this part of the path, it seemed very much like a children’s play area with all the kids yelling with joy and skating and swimming.
Some things happened that I don’t remember and I find myself in the water because not only are some of the path sections melting but some of the other sections and some inflatable bounce houses and stuff were disappearing underwater.
I came to a small section at the end of the path that stopped somewhere in the middle of this huge body of water. (I wasn’t sure if it was part of an ocean or a really deep lake or something.) I had put my hand on the nearly completely melted section and run my hand over it when people aren’t looking, aside from my partner who’s investigating with me, and I re-freeze the water. (Yeah, at this point I have freezing powers for some reason.) The two of us swim a maybe 5 or 10 feet away from that section of refrozen ice only to see some inflatable structures being slowly pulled into the depths. The water is clear until it steadily gets opaque the deeper the water gets, therefore not allowing anyone to know exactly how deep this body of water truly is. My friend goes to investigate inside some sort of bullet shaped inflatable thing that has a Donald Duck design on it. The front part of the thing he’s riding sticks itself into one of the bounce house-shaped inflatable structures that’s sinking towards the murky waters.
I feel like some more things happened but that’s all I remember now.
Also, sorry I kept switching between past and present tense in this. I don’t really feel like correcting it all though, or even rereading before posting. So yeah.